Response: Pathways Pristinely Paired and Parsed

Since waking up this morning I have noticed a shifting. This effect has been subtle and is hard to define, but it is like little things feel embellished, as if the spirit of my surroundings is sprucing up a bit, and almost like I can sense the day echoing somehow, as if I'm in part examining a future historical record of my own experience as it is happening. While this effect has been interesting, another effect has drawn my focus, as a response to my post yesterday.

A few pieces are coalescing this morning, revealing what looks to be the intended path God has for me. Yesterday reminded me that my memories are daisy chained, but that the pathways linking them are not something I would always think to access. So far this has led to RAM strings forming, which have been interesting, but not particularly useful. I just realized though that, if these were test runs, in order to confirm that this unexpected pathway method will work, then the ultimate aim would be to have my thought patterns moving quickly and automatically through an arrangement already set up (one I still don't need to be able to see lol). 

This is now reminding me of Mark 13:11 "Whenever you are arrested and brought to trial, do not worry beforehand about what to say. Just say whatever is given you at the time, for it is not you speaking, but the Holy Spirit." It feels like tests have been run to confirm that the pathways are in place, but that this RAM string and Holy Spirit connection was unlocked for me today (I am familiar with each, but as separate concepts, though their connection feels obvious now) in order to indicate that a kind of final check has been completed, and God is with me.

I am also considering timing today, specifically how time seems to move differently when the time remaining before a deadline or event is short. I am remembering the time when I was suddenly fully alert while driving in my car, and knew an accident was imminent, directly ahead of me. It felt as if time slowed to about 10% of its normal speed or less, and my mind was unchained, as best as I can describe it, in order to resolve the situation. I calculated the necessary path through extremely quickly and calmly, and managed to dodge the accident. I bring this up now because I believe I am getting the sense that this will not be a smooth curve toward a change, but rather an extremely rapid one, like a landslide. Perhaps my linking of these ideas today is meant to signal this change imminently upcoming, and to calm me for it.

As with many things these days, this is now making me think of birthing pains and being born again. I was just having a conversation last night about this rebirth spoken of by Jesus possibly being much more literal than commonly believed, and wondering what babies might dream about in the womb, especially as birth approaches. The proximity of this conversation/thought with the connection that was formed this morning is filling my mind with possibilities today. It may be that these connecting steps today, contextualizing many of my experiences this year, is a signal sent as if to a baby dreaming in the womb, perhaps a signal of labor induction imminently upcoming. This building sense feels almost like the front of a great war, with The Holy Spirit coordinating my defenses as, though I remain calm, there is a tenseness to this calm, continuing to mount. With how confident and faithful I am in God having this juncture long since planned out, this anxious sensation is particularly strange; it is certainly making me wonder about the sheer volume of the forces mounting right now.