Turn Based: on anti photons and light timelessness

Update on "turn based" reality:

There is no anti-photon :o

Well, technically a photon is its own anti-particle, but it acts completely differently than most things if a collision occurs- creating stuff rather than annihilating itself, and usually this only happens at very high energy. This is a smoking gun of something weird going on, an obvious "cheat" in current models of understanding, forcing the appearance of balance where it does not exist.

In a light entanglement model, a particle/anti particle annihilation would essentially be like a resonant reaction between standing waves of light overlapping, causing each wave to ultimately break loose and zip off as other particles and waves, depending on the type of overlap that occurred. The light itself may end up with an interference pattern that causes this apparent annihilation as well, perhaps overloading or warping the pocket dimensions occupied in those turns when it occurs, but I don't really picture instances of light "colliding" with itself/each other, which would explain why the distinction between photon/antiphoton would be moot.

One odd thing about light experiencing reality timelessly, combined with dimensions threaded in with ours that are not directly experienced here, is that all instances of light and all instances of matter might actually be a single instance of light, a single photon let's say, doing a complete loop in reality in each "turn" to keep everything threaded together as we experience it. This would require a mind boggling number of entanglements and transmissions from place to place simultaneously each moment, from our perspective. From the perspective of that unit of light though, this would still be a single "turn," and since timelessness is involved, it would be hard to fathom how the progression of a turn would even be experienced or recorded, by the light.