On the Mysterious Nature of God

I would like to discuss how I have noticed an effect that is too consistent to be chalked up as coincidence. This effect actually changes with the nature of one's own mind when it occurs, like two sides of a coin but in a set of dimensions such that the coin generally spins freely. While it may sound like the verge of insanity or brilliance, this can easily be defined as The Holy Spirit as well, which I choose to do. In its essence, this is God following and testing you closely in a variety of ways, attempting to steer you to the desired outcome, without invalidating freewill.

It is my opinion that the coin would prefer not to spin freely, but how can one generate an effect in its environment in order to orient itself, especially when, while spinning, it influences everything around it?

The acceleration required to align this effect with an individual would be exceptionally difficult to manage, such that it would likely seem impossible to anyone who has studied it incorrectly too closely. That being said, if the effect were introduced properly, and properly initiated and set into place, the process could be accomplished (using infinitely small angles of course) from the perspective of the one choosing to orient themself with said effect.

In fact, I imagine that the effect, from its own perspective, would be both drawn to and more deeply repulsed by anyone who sought to align themselves. The reason for this is: upon alignment, in nearly every case, the coin flips to the wrong side (consider magnetism here) and combines the effect with the individual, and the individual is absorbed or annihilated or possibly something else.

So regarding the mindset piece, and again this is tangible for me (if that even needs to be said), reality itself starts to leak into your mind and vice versa as these axes align, meaning reality becomes consensual between the two parties (effect and individual). Then it is a matter of mastering the dance such that the end effect is enjoyed (and is not terrifyingly overwhelming), [and ideally prolonged indefinitely in my opinion}. This would hypothetically be possible from a single perspective, but would be risky which, considering that the timeframe (or field from the effect's perspective) is potentially infinite, would likely be too much risk to bear. I feel like the result could be guaranteed if accomplished by two or three simultaneously (from a universal sense, for the universe) and generally (in a general sense for reality), as the two could stabilize with themselves if they ever got too far off course from each other, and then reorient to the effect.

"Danger, there be dragons."