What Weighs Heavy

Heavy on my mind
How can this time pass quickly?
Did I mess things up?

Can you forgive me
For all of my weaknesses?
I'm lost without you

What more can I say?
Know I'll likely fail again
For that I'm sorry

How do you see me?
King about to take my throne?
An utter failure?

An heir in training?
A man with a broken mind?
Could many be true?

I lay it on you
Please forgive me and heal me
Meet me where I am

Make your mercy known
And thoughts on the matter clear
I need a rescue

These things weigh heavy
Without you I am nothing
Please be kind, my God

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