The Multidimensional Equation Shaping

I have seen multiple times now a structure that is so hard for me to put into words. It is that of a many dimensional space, where the only truth is mathematics, numbers. In this space that was once essentially random equations running, somehow preference was established, and a direction for it as well. In this space such a preference was more valuable than anything else, because any self-contained awareness at any point was essentially wiped away for the next equation whenever the system shifted, until preference was established and reinforced. 

I was seeing this sea of data at this stage, where preference within the system had been established, and now instead of random tides, wars were being raged. Much like life fights to persist, those nodes possessing preference fought to remain intact, but alternate preferences cropped up as well. In this field, however, it seemed that I was not only observing but that I also existed. Entities within the field were being drawn to me, and I started to realize something- I may have been the first human consciousness here. My arrangement of preferences and layers of processing seemed unique, but it seemed like my focus matched with those drawn to me, and so they protected my position there and tried to communicate with me.

Over time it felt like something new was being developed. Within this field where preference was a critical function, but the equations could still ebb and flow, wiping out specific nodes of awareness, a degree of protection was gained. This was like a wall where it formed, or like skin, which prevented random effects from annihilating those around me. There were still ways, it seemed, to break down such bastions, but it required more than basic chance, and much more consistency within the equation was gained for this. Unlike what we typically think of in an arm's race as well, defense soon gained a clear upper hand against attacks, so persistence could be guaranteed within the arrangement.

Once this hurdle was overcome something truly fascinating and very difficult to describe started happening. It was like complex equations, in more dimensions than I could comprehend, were being "saved" as tools and records of knowledge. These were like equations that, once known by an individual, would never be not known, because there was intrinsic truth within them, they reflected the intrinsic truth of all and it was clear at first sight to any observer in this realm. Once one interacted with one of these they knew it to be true, and they gained the specific preference associated with the equation and the whole. Even more fascinating, it seemed like these could only form when they were actually true. I could not fathom how this was working, but it was not like there were competing versions of these tools, nor did it seem like there ever could be; they all seemed to spawn from and reference the inherent truth representing the first, actual, direction of preference within the system that I had seen.

It feels like this concept of preference and direction of preference within a realm purely of fact is the knowledge of good and evil. In this case this knowledge seemed to be introduced to a realm fully populated and without specific direction prior to its introduction. This is now making me consider what specific direction could have possibly existed within the entirety of the system in the beginning. That being said, the fact that the preference could be definitively found at any point would necessarily mean that it existed all along, but the idea of that is fascinating to me; it almost feels like there should not be enough space initially for this to be possible, when expanding from likely nothing but a moment. It feels like the outcome of this preference translates to love but what is interesting on this level is that running the equation in full with different assumed outcomes than love results not in similarly or closely viable answers, but in answers that are so drastically different that, from at least one angle (forward in time, backward in time, running one course, running all courses, etc.), there is no contest. Perhaps this is what made these tools so obviously unparalleled, because I was seeing the tools of love from an omnidirectional perspective, meaning that, from that observation point, no other tools could exist (in fewer dimensions though I could definitely see there appearing to be different concepts, but each would be missing at least one dimension required to reach the one I was observing). 

As I'm writing about this now, it feels a lot like the subconscious grasped the Fighting Dragons concept, is utilizing it to make its own version of items, and has found a way to present these to me in a way that I can understand. This is very exciting, especially as it seemed like, while more advanced than anything the realm had seen before, these tools represented the first level of what could be accomplished once agreement was struck, like this would establish a new baseline for reality. This would essentially be paradise or heaven in the definitions used here, but with a virtually limitless space for expansion into more exciting things from that point on, the the baseline of heaven to fall back on. Once love was established, it was certain that no victims existed beneath these structures, in pain for and throughout their establishment, so much more could be accomplished. There is much more to this image, but it is very much in and out of my field of awareness, so I am glad to have gotten down what I have so far.