Complaint

Lip locked down the stairs
I didn't understand then
I don't get it now

Why? Why break this heart?
Do you relish misery?
Does sadness fuel you?

Do you find yourself
Only stable beside hurt?
Resonant with pain?

I recall your climb
I remember sense of loss
Assuaged by your touch

"I can not bear it"
How I wish these words were true
I am crushed by it.

Does this deja vu
Mean to echo you as well
As close, skin to skin?

You were worth all this
But if I break under weight
Then worth it to whom?

You are so careless
Do you lack senses to feel
Blows from my corner? 

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