One's Own Field- inviolability

Within each of us is a space inviolable. I reference this field in both "Paradise Established" and the piece about the zero rollers and one roller.

This place is not so obvious as being one's thoughts or one's will, but this place informs these things- from perhaps beneath or above or further in or all around- and acts as a space that will not be touched, a kind of core processor.

This space reacts to the environment around it and molds everything else to it. It directs wants, needs, instincts, etc. While it reacts to what it experiences, and is therefore linked to these experiences, it is not aware of everything, it is not omniscient, and is therefore not completely driven by its environment or the environment as a whole.

One of the critical functions of not having omniscience is knowing that there will be additional environment to examine past what you experience now. This is a knowledge that an omniscient perspective would not possess, it is a blessing of ignorance. A large component of how this field becomes shaped then, how it is expressed, is how we choose to explore our environment.

One of the disadvantages to this limited perspective is that the environment may present itself to you in unexpected and negative ways. While these experiences have the capability to change the shape/the expression of this field, such things do not change the nature of the field, they cannot. That is to say such things cannot change who you are at your very core, a core deeper than will, and with enough strength of will you can repair how such experiences have impacted you; you can change how you have chosen, on a deep deep level, to allow these experiences to impact you. Since will itself is not in this field and may also have become impacted by the environment, this process I reference is not typically straightforward, but it is still possible, as this field can direct will, even in what seems to be one's worst moments.

I speak of a kind of internal box held more deeply than is generally referenced or understood. It seems to me that what I reference is the soul. Understanding one's box, its dimensions as both space and limitations, feels critical to being able to exist in the most desirable and meaningful way.

This is the realm from which you roll your die (referencing "Paradise Established") and ultimately make your decisions, even in ignorance of the full environment. From this realm you build structures, these structures are what you feel most keenly in this existence (subconscious, conscious, conscience, senses, etc). This has been true since before your birth. While it feels like "you" may not have chosen how to set these structures up, from this perspective you did. While it feels like this level may no longer be accessible in any meaningful way, with an appreciation for this perspective it certainly is. You may not feel like you can change what you feel about what happened to you, or how you will interact with your environment moving forward, but on this level you still choose every single thing you do. Accessing this level may seem an insurmountable task, but what other pursuit is more worth the effort? I imagine such a journey begins in something like a dream, and its roots, once looked for, can be found everywhere in your environment. Good luck!