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Soulmate Dream: The Date and Wedding Shower

The date moves to the restaurant, and I am walking in just as before but this time I can already remember my soulmate, but I do not remember as I do in dreams, but as I still experience her while awake. I still consider writing in my blog and the absurdity of it all. How I would have to describe my date's laugh, but it would not be her laugh. How I would describe the intimacy of our conversation, but it would not be her words I was recalling on record. My mind drifted to the many beautiful women I had seen that day, but each smile or cute butt only served to remind me that it was her smile and cute butt I was missing so dearly. Before even writing a word I knew I could not continue the facade, but I still remembered needing to respect the land I found myself in, and not break script. Fortunately I had broken it just enough the first time to make this second trip easy. I find myself riding with my brother-in-law to my house so I that could change into wedding clothes. The computer i...

1 Chronicles

1:43 These were the kings who reigned in Edom before any Israelite king reigned... 2:3-4 The sons of Judah:  Er, Onan and Shelah. These three were born to him by a Canaanite woman, the daughter of Shua. Er, Judah’s firstborn, was wicked in the  Lord ’s sight; so the  Lord  put him to death.   Judah’s daughter-in-law Tamar bore Perez and Zerah to Judah. He had five sons in all. 4:9-10 Jabez was more honorable than his brothers. His mother had named him Jabez, saying, β€œI gave birth to him in pain.”   Jabez cried out to the God of Israel, β€œOh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain.” And God granted his request. 5:1-2 The sons of Reuben the firstborn of Israel (he was the firstborn, but when he defiled his father’s marriage bed, his rights as firstborn were given to the sons of Joseph son of Israel; so he could not be listed in th...