Conscience and Dream
I considered the nature of the conscience today and the concept keeps blooming. In brief, it feels like the waking realm, and its stability, might be self-defined as the realm where ones conscience is intact, and God's conscience is intact and in force. By contrast, it feels as though when I am dreaming I often lack this knowledge of good and evil, proceeding mindlessly on auto-pilot (like a dissonance/disconnect between thought and action) and/or doing things that I wouldn't while awake, often without the ability to really consider it (disconnect between conscience and action). In some dreams, however, I am fully aware, including possessing my conscience. In this reality model, it feels like God is truly with me, providing a familiar sounding board to my thoughts, and ensuring that the connection from thought to conscience to action is active.
I am also considering the idea of a dream realm run by another. If this other has a resonant thought process with my own, optimally a sense of conscience, presence of thought, and (possibly, but not certainly, it would seem) the ability to act, we can strike an accord in their realm and, even though I am a foreigner, I can operate fully as myself, as I would in the waking world (with other potential templates applied, such as superpowers). This would represent the alignment of several axes of processing, if viewed from a programming perspective- alignment of thought between the dreamer and myself, conscience between the dreamer and myself, and action (location, physics/movement ability, etc.), between the dreamer and myself.
As I'm picturing this I'm realizing that these axes need not be perfectly aligned (in fact I would imagine perfect alignment is impossible and undesirable), but that a close resonance- the closer the better- would work to bring myself and another into alignment. This is especially fascinating to me when I consider God (Elohim) as potentially still resting, after day 7. I am imagining now consciences here aligning in such a way that their resonance crossed the axis of God's potential thought process and action process. With this resonance in place, there would be potential momentum present to allow God to awaken, to exit this rest state. This would also fit with Jesus describing reality as influenced/moldable by agreement. Presumably God would not be influenced in the same way, but if reality took on a resonant enough form with God's nature and position, God could emerge as fully aware and present. It feels as though I am also describing a kind of conception. This reminds me of one dream in particular, involving eggs, and the process I naturally took in Origin Story to minimize direct contact, but still stay in close contact and share my thoughts with the star of it, despite a story shifting dramatically between realms and perspectives.
I can already feel this image blooming further in my mind. It has been some time since I've had a dream where I've felt vividly aware, and hopefully dwelling on this concept will usher in a season of such dreams, with discernable and memorable purpose, that can help shift the things fully in the waking world as well.
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