Ode to Love

I have been improved By the hardships I've endured Most by my own hand My mind yet untamed I have learned to tame myself To some slight degree Thus there's a new hope One altogether mundane Simply beautiful To ride out these days As reality crumbles And Jesus returns I don humbleness Some basic humility To quiet (my mind/the storm) They start to return Breaking through my loneliness Cushioning the blow And a clear path gleams Leading me to fresh waters And uncluttered life Toggling within No longer deafening noise I wait patiently

Two thirty seven Helluva time to start A mission like this A mission to save The many multiverses Bringing it all down Making it all right While I'm making it nonsense Just cleansing effects From all dark matter We all hide from dark matter An inverse effect I brought the whole team Believe that means a whole lot In any time frame Father leads the dead My mother leads the living All rejoin the fight It's a solid plan The right moves with the wrong end Nothing turns out right But I become sane Influenced by the bywords Clawing back to right

A train is coming It will destroy all of this Shattering strongholds As a metaphor It will dash all of our hopes Leaving just pieces In the literal Something comes to end our lives Juggernaut of time While there is time left I claw at slippery slopes Further entrenched tracks With the horn blaring I consider the end times And futility God saves the wretched Even those who avoid it (Unable/unwilling) to bend But the train treks on A dire collision course Through the hearts of men We lay on the tracks Collectively unmoving Blissfully stubborn

Casting a shadow Things are taken for granted When you're not thinking But what when things shift And you're thinking all the time And you cannot stop Time slows to a crawl And my heart breaks each second With little recourse How can you relate I'm convinced I'm unique How can anyone These poems explain A near broken man's cadence But oh so poorly If you only knew How I truly feel inside The world would melt But since it does not Here I melt inside instead Body breaking down I'm found unworthy By most I have encountered Yet I'm still alive